Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2009 approaching~~

32 hours left from now, Mr. Two-Thousand Nine is coming, and my Mr. Two-Thousand eight has gone Y( T-T)Y

I think I have to quote the chinese idiom => 旧的不去新的不来
That's really true.
People shouldn't always think of their old one, and being positively!
An Equation. Future = Past + Present;
And this were what they taught in Buddhism, and other's religion.
Why am I sharing these cocks here?
Because I recalled my regrets.
I learnt piano since I am six. In six years time, I am spending my time, doing foundations from Level one, Level two, Level three, continued by Grade one, Grade two, Grade three. Stopped in the year of UPSR.
Since then, my days were replaced by bands and orchestra. Unrealizing the important of piano and musical theory, my days were not fulfilled at all.
After that, my time was conquer by computer games. Was a disaster, tht was so tempting, and I ruined my studies. Well, it is still tempting for me right now, hehexxx.
This is very wrong and shouldn't be repeated if I am smart. But I'm not. x[
So, guys, be smart. Learn what you are interested, don't bother this and that. Learn to manage your time, not for unhealthy activities. (including gamings coz it ruined my studies! arrghhh.....)
My recent life has a great connection with my past. Pianos, games, relations, musics, studies.
But I could see some improvement, for the God's sake, I deceived myself. xD

    1. My piano exam got a flying results, 90/100 distinction, credit to my piano teacher Ms. Yi Ling.
    2. My dancing test got a S-Suceed, credit to my teammate.
    3. My calculus test got a F-Fantastic, 0 mark, credit to me.
    4. My Principle of IS test got a 40/50 or 40/100, credit to Kent, Jeong Sheng, Keat Wei, and Kim Sheng.
    5. My Programming test got a most of 10/100, credit to me.


Nevermind, I still have a final exam, comes later on 14th of January, 2009.
Oh Lord Jesus, may we all get a P-Pass for our Final Exam. Amen.

Hope my Mr. 2009 is a rich guy, protecting me from ill and laziness.
Going to set my aim on 诛仙, Grade 8, and Advance Diploma.
Ladies and gentlement, be static and wait for year 2009!





Thursday, December 25, 2008

天空蓝了, 我的心灰了。




“什么人家圣诞节要来, 什么要唱歌给人听, 什么已经放下了, 你说你是不是犯贱!”
我的确是犯贱

事情都过去了, 为什么还要缅怀过去? 你走了, 我的腿却僵硬在原处。 我站上高丘, 乞求着你的归来。 慢慢地, 从心里开始蔓延, 我石化了。

蓝色的天空看出了我的心声, 其实我是很恨他。
明知不可能, 为什么他却要对我好。
它看着我的石像, 很快的了解, 这灰色的石像的内心是滴着血的。
他的心, 明明就快愈合, 可是却是那么的脆弱。
好像一碰, 就会碎了, 留下满地血红色的碎片。
石像旁长了一棵树, 一直陪伴着石像。
有一天, 终于忍无可忍地指着了他的愚昧。
于是石像的泪滑落了, 慢慢地让石像四周变成了咸咸的湖泊。
乍眼一看, 画面却像站在高岗瞭望无尽大海的盼夫石

Monday, December 15, 2008

这几天

这几天吧, 都好忙。 www.lcorner.com 搞了一个沙滩聚会, 本身认识几位高层, 所以也赴会了。 好可惜不是联谊会, 呵呵。 Rasa Sayang 旁的public beach 是我们的大会地点。 我大概在几点钟就到了。




这是在海边竖立的旗子。 不知哪个混蛋弄的, 但是也是难见场景之一,赶快合照~~


先见到一大堆会员, 印象中是先看到Mikael 和 admin, 过后是rainforest、小枫、绿光等等。
然后陆续来了kidult、鱿鱼。 然后就忘记了, 呵呵。 最后来到的是icecube 和 JS a.k.a xiaosze。
在起火的当儿, 大家志气高昂地唱着歌, mikael + blekblek的炉灶起的最快, 歌也唱得最大声。 我和mocha sentoshi xiguarox 他们一起努力煽风点火, 最后真的成功了! p/s: 真的是烂炭!
我和他们也想拼回, 可惜不知道唱什么歌, 作罢了。一番风雨后, 火终于起好了。 大伙儿烤起食物来, 我专门烤未熟食物和 + 豆豆的食物, 因为技术太差。小枫到处烤食物给人吃, 坐在旁边的我是受益人。

当然聚会都是一样的, 时间越久火就越旺! 不久后, 就分两派开始呐喊。 其实是从“blue-wish!!, sentosi 想你!!“ 这开始, 过后那喊了很久, 我见有点闷了, 就过去海边陪陪blekblek。 Pillow talk 一番~
过后见都没事做了, 就一个人看海胡思乱想。
忽然间想到, 如果一辆Ex-5 停在浩瀚大海中, 或者是停在无境的沙漠, 是多麽的写意。 自然地就想起了杰伟停进宿舍的Ex-5。





这是车头。

这是side view。



走着走着, 听听海浪的声音,听听海里鱼只自由的欢呼声, 看看海上被反射的月影。
多么的诗情画意, 几乎都把世事抛在后头。 不属于我的人, 就应该随风而飘, 永远永远不要回来。 过去的烦恼, 让过去的我承担, 我只要顾着走向未来就好。

夜半三点钟, 我躺在草席, 面向明月而息。 真舒服, 睡了好不想醒来。
回到酒店 (其实只是朋友的flat 而已), 大伙儿都还没睡。 不知谁提议起玩killer, 我就大摇大摆地加入阵容! 牛奶妹不停在旁兴风作浪, 让杀手有机可趁, 真是可恶。 可是我真的没办法, 她实在是太可爱了! 可以克制blekblek 的魔功! 呵呵。

killer 游戏后, 我就睡着了, 因为实在太累。
第二天, 大伙儿都回家了, 可是还有小型网聚继续展开! 我、豪一、blekblek、牛魔王、婷心、小枫、cutiemui、kayne 等人继续去到queensbay 观赏小叮当~ 绝对绝对比The day the earth stood still 好看, 很多很多!
还是意犹未尽, 戏后我又约了牛魔王去auto city 吃 ice ice babe。
牛魔王把小枫安全地送回家后, 就打算与我们一聚, 可惜这个路痴打了N封电话来求救, 我费尽口水解释, 他还是不懂去auto city 的路, 白目电话又没电。 基于我害怕他失踪, 我还是叫他打道回府好了。
最后我送豪一和blekblek回家, 大家都累了。

又过了一天, 今天早上是钟灵中学戏剧营的第一天, 我醒来载了blekblek 就往钟灵走。
十年都没一变, 只是面孔新了。真所谓桃花依旧,人面全非。 12点就得回家上课了, 目前为止都不错, 各位营员应要继续加油! 接下来回到拉曼, 上一课Principle of Information System, 还好没脱节, 还听得懂。 庆幸。 由于接下来还有事继续做, 所以课一完就回家了。 真是感觉好累, 和前天的海滩聚会真差远了。 世俗事,谁能忘却?

Thursday, December 11, 2008

完了

舞, 跳了9个星期, 完了。
assignment, 做了几个晚上, 完了。
电脑, 做了几次, 完了。


也好久没有写blog 了。
仿佛过了好个世纪, 事情都过的太快了。
快到, 我都还没有准备好。 就必须应付下一个。
还好, 这次IS, 有bibu,有kent。 bibu 为了这次IS assignment奔波劳碌。
连我的task都要他操心, 真是对不起了。 没能让你放心
kent, 你没有义务要帮我们做IS, 但是你还是伸出手, 主动地。
顿时让我觉得我做人也是很自私的。 呵呵。

哎, 我又ponteng了。
本性还是懒惰的。
继续努力吧。 各位, 待会儿见。

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Rest in Peace.

Today's my presentation day, I had prepared for both dance and piano in a chaos.
Both the dancing test and piano exams were crashed together, but luckily, Ms. LiM, my dance tutor, a very kind person, who allow me to go back earlier. Thanks.

After the test, I was rushed to City Bayview, the old hotel standing in the middle of the city. Some incident made me wanna shout $#%@#, but luckily i was not.
I stucked in the middle of 槟城秋名山, for about 10 minutes, because of their stupid maintainance. Nothing to do in the car, so I keep praying, haha!

And I arrived City Bayview, the car park.
The pathway are so narrow, I just cant imagine how a Big MAMA passby there. And the hydrautic lift was so scary, I felt that the lift was falling down.
The lift was as slow as your salary -- "Will come late if you are in emergency."
There was a pair of ah pek and ah ma waiting in the seventh floor of the bayview hotel. Other then them, there were no one. I was wonder if I went to the wrong venue? Or that pair of ah pek ah ma is having their tryst.

After looking to the board writing "EXAMINATION HALL", well, I guess I was late.
But again, luckily , the examiner was willing to see me.
Honestly, i can describe my performance as SHIT.
I ruined my scales, ruined my sight reading, ruined all of my exam piece, except my louziest pieces, I surprisingly did it very well. And my best piece was totally like what chinese said, 噪音.
After that she gave me an aural test. While she played a short piece, and I have to answer her question, and this is what I never practised.
I answered her question confidently, although I knew it is a wrong answer. HAHA!

Finally, I was kicked out of her room, and I met a handsome guy -- Raymond.
He is extremely COOL! Well, because of some personal reason, he couldn't be my temporary piano teacher, but I have to thanks him too.

ThaNk YOu LIST
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1. MS LIM -- my dance tutor
2. CHAING YI LING -- my piano teacher
3. My classmate -- For supporting me.
4. Mr Ng Kee Wah -- Gimme some advice on my louziest piece.
5. My teammate -- Supporting our team while Im busy.
6. The Pair of AH PEK AH MA -- Help me to inform the examiner.
7. The examiner -- For willing to give me a chance.
8. The BMW on the way to CITY BAYVIEW -- Thanks for blocking my way all along the street.

And HE's the most important one.
Wouldn't be in list, because HE are the most precious one.
My Lord JESUS, thanks for hearing my prayer, while this is kind of a miracle.
Now, everything has ended.
I gonna REST in PEACE.
Don't kacau me for the next 24 hours, haha!